You said you loved me, you said that from day one. But you deny it every day. You ask me why I fight with you all the time. I have told you in the past I fight because I am scared to love. When you don't tell me you are here, it breaks my heart.. it breaks my heart because I thought you loved me. This is not how you say you treat someone you love. I told you why I act this why, why I lash out, why I fight. Tell me why you act this way..
You saw how hurt I was when you did this the first time, when you came and didn't tell me. What made you think it'd be any different the second time? Or did you think that this time you could get away with it?
"We've only been here for 10 minutes." 10 minutes is a long time. Enough time to text. Enough time to call. Enough time to have a couple of shots for all I know. I see you walking around laughing, if you have time to walk around and laugh, then you have time to text me you are here.
"Why are you so controlling?" I wouldn't call it controlling, I would call it wanting to know what you said you would do. You're coming tonight? Oh when are you going to be here? When I see you walk around the lobby like you have nothing better to do, yah I'm going to call you an ass. It's not me being controlling it's me being mad.
Tell me the truth, if you love me, why do you put me through this?
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